My Mom and Al left 7 days ago and I think I am finally
starting to feel better. I was in a funk
for a few days. I just felt blue. I
don’t know when I will see them next so it was hard to say goodbye. Both of them really bonded with Eli and I
felt sad for all three that they wouldn’t be able to see each other every
day. We loved having them here. It was like having home here in Moshi. We played 9 holes a lot and enjoyed lots of
laughs (sometimes to the point where my stomach hurt and I was crying…. It was
great). While they were here, the weather was
perfect. It rained at night the first
few days they were here, but was sunny and warm during the day, not too hot. In Kenya, we had really nice weather
too. Once we got back, it barely rained
and stayed warm and sunny. No joke,
since they left it has been cloudy and rainy non-stop. From the moment we got back from the airport
until now, it has rained more than I have ever seen here and the sun has rarely
been seen.
They brought so much joy to us. I am very happy they got to meet and know
George and Eli. Seeing a part of home
leaving was difficult. It never gets
easy being apart from family and friends.
I know this is where God has us now, but I do miss everyone so
much. George does too. I remember talking with a missionary in Sudan
who told me every day she cried being apart from her children and
grandchildren, however she kept going it because God called her to be in
Africa. This revelation hit me
hard. I thought missionaries got over
homesickness. Up to that point in my
time in Sudan, I kept waiting for it to go away, or if it didn’t, it meant God
must want me to go home. Her experience
taught me that the homesickness may never go away, but God gives us the
strength to carry on in the midst of it.
For me, that has been the case. I’ll
always miss my old home, but He comforts me when the waves of homesickness get
stronger, as they did recently.
Mom and Al – We miss you!
We so appreciate the effort and sacrifice it took for you to come and
thank the Lord for such a wonderful visit.
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It's so good to read your post today. I've been thinking about you and wondering how you are doing recovering from the visit you had with your Mom and Al. So happy for all of you that they were able to come visit.
ReplyDeleteI do understand a bit about the homesickness you feel and can relate. May your heart find comfort in having both Eli and George there for the interim, until you are able to see family and friends again.
Hugs to you Ms Staci Orwa!
Sarah Hall