Overwhelmed

Today I felt overwhelmed, anxious and tired. I touched base with Suzy after she had been enjoying a family vacation. I came away from the conversation with an enormous to do list. Some of it is big stuff (like receiving the truck from Uganda) that I don't want to mess up. I know this all has to be done, some ASAP some by next week, so I have no choice but to do it. But seeing my list has made me anxious and and stressed. Before we talked, I was just thinking, they will be back in six days, you can do this. It's just exhausting being the go to person all the time. But, I am glad they are getting a break. Then to be hit with more stuff made me hit a wall. Anyone of those things on their own, would be fine. But the combo overwhelmed me. I laid down and just started to cry. I think being sick for three weeks made me more emotional than usual. It turned into a "I wanna go home" moment. I realized then I didn't need to freak out alone. I have people here to support me. So, I went to Stephanie and asked her to pray for me. She did and I let out all the tears. I am now all cried out and feeling better. Just a little tired from the crying. However, I do feel God's peace now and will be ready to tackle the list tomorrow. I know that if God has called me to do this, he will provide the strength for me to accomplish this.